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pretty loving the trim job i gave the ol’ beard-a-rino at 2am

pretty loving the trim job i gave the ol’ beard-a-rino at 2am

The ox-blood colored shoes/belt combo make any outfit a pre-emptive sexual nuclear bomb strike on anyone’s senses fortunate to notice it.

The ox-blood colored shoes/belt combo make any outfit a pre-emptive sexual nuclear bomb strike on anyone’s senses fortunate to notice it.

I’m so fucking glad this is a gifset.

(Source: bradleycoopr, via aryalockwood)

WHAT HAVE I DONE?!
DO NOT DISAPPOINT ME, I CAN’T HANDLE ANOTHER BROKEN HEART SUFFERED BY A TERRIBLE MMO

WHAT HAVE I DONE?!

DO NOT DISAPPOINT ME, I CAN’T HANDLE ANOTHER BROKEN HEART SUFFERED BY A TERRIBLE MMO

I’ve babbled on here before about how Sean and I have been searching for the perfect MMO since we quit WoW back in high school and he bought ESO on an impulse and is telling is telling me this is it but I DON’T KNOW BECAUSE WE’VE BEEN BITTEN BEFORE BY SO MANY OTHERS LIKE I HAVE SUCH TRUST ISSUES WITH MMOs LIKE OH MY GOD GUILD WARS 2, THE OLD REPUBLIC, TERA, THOSE WERE SUCH LONELY JOURNEYS THROUGH DEPRESSING BOREDOM AND IDK MAN HE SAYS THIS IS WHAT WE’VE BEEN LOOKING FOR ALL THESE YEARS AND IDK IDK IF I CAN TRUST HIM AAAAAHHHH

Not prepared for the frozen roads that the fertile gods of spring gave us as some sort of a prank.

Not prepared for the frozen roads that the fertile gods of spring gave us as some sort of a prank.

wish me luck
sleep round 2 commence

wish me luck

sleep round 2 commence

so i’m someone who suffers from sleep paralysis very frequently and am very vulnerable to falling into intense states of fear because of my very overactive and powerful imagination, so between the two of those things, I can have pretty edgy nights either too afraid to sleep because i’ll wake up paralyzed or just unable to because i keep imagining horrible scenarios, and tonight is one of those nights, cause i keep hearing shit and imagining what it could be and then i feel somETHING TOUCH MY FUCKING LEG AND IT’S TED COMING IN TO ASK ME IF I WANTED TO CHAT FOR A LITTLE BIT AND I NEARLY SHAT EVERYWHERE BECAUSE I THOUGHT “WELL THIS IS IT, THE ALIENS ARE FINALLY HERE TO DRAG ME AWAY, GOODBYE EARTH”

FUCK

Let me write for you!

gardens-and-graveyards:

I’m super fucked up and feeling really inspired, so what kind of poem would you bad ass cats want to read?

Suggest a topic or a theme, specific or vague, anything at all, and I’ll write it for you because that sounds special.

So what’s it gonna be?

this goes for all you goons too!

Your Name

Am I ever going to
get the chance
to lay down at night
and fantasize about something else
other than the conversations
I still need to have with you
under the covers
after
you bring me home
at your suggestion
from an
"out of nowhere text"
that I reluctantly accept

or

go to work every day
in that
stupid
yuppie
neighborhood you moved to
so you could be with me
before you realized
you weren’t interested in
fixing anything
without a constant sense of panic
that I will run into you
because I have
absolutely no idea
how I would react
being faced with you
or
with whoever
is taking my place
right now.

And
it would be
marvelous
to stop vicariously loving you
through women
I choose
because of how similar the
two of you are
or how
the way I interact with her
is just like
the way
we did.

But what I would love
is to no longer
require the
discipline
necessary
to not call these women
by your name
when I’m fucking them
or spilling our hearts to each other,
because I’m just far too conditioned
to address
every heart warming
line
to you
and I’m sick and
goddamned tired of
constantly having to catch my tongue
and rearrange the letters of your name
in my mouth
to theirs
because the only thing
that determines
whether what I say
is a lie
or sincere
is
your name.

_________________

very very high when i wrote this and idk i think the last stanza is something I should be proud of

(Source: gardens-and-graveyards, via gardens-and-graveyards)

Doodly Fanart of Jaime Lannister.

Doodly Fanart of Jaime Lannister.

thisiswhiteculture:

the beatles aint shit

Yea I’m always making people hate me when I say the Beatles were boring and when people refer to the Beatles’ legacy they’re actually referring to Beatlemania’s legacy and the capitalism that invented their fame and success

sad face

Remember when I used to post original content on my blog

like

a lot?

And remember when I used to write about my life and things I was really interested in and passionate about and

I don’t do that anymore

Growing up is time consuming and I get pretty sick to when I think of all the time that I’ve put in this blog, which I started and maintained through some of the most critical years of my life, that just doesn’t exist anymore because of work and other writing ventures.

I spent so much time writing and posting content for all of you to enjoy and get something out of for the past several years. I just don’t have the time to commit to this blog to keep that quality up, which really depresses me because I’ve learned so much about myself, others, art, and society through this blog, that to discontinue putting so much effort into feels like discontinuing putting effort into a part of myself that is so important to who I am now, and yea, it makes me sick.

I feel shitty.

let’s play “patrick why do you look so awful”

let’s play “patrick why do you look so awful”

agendertrender:

*anti sj voice* hate doesn’t solve anything. When will you learn this. God that’s why I hate sjws

Hahaha I love this argument